We have our meetings secretly. If we spent to much time together people would start to get suspicious. Plus the people that will get suspicious we want on are side. I know we aren't suppose to have attachments, an not fall in love. An we are defiantly not allowed to fall for are enemy. But I made the crucial mistake of falling for one, Asajj Ventress. I know what you're thinking, how could I fall for a sith, its actually not that bad, let me explain.
It all started on a pretty normal day.
Ventress and I were fighting with are light sabers, like we normally do when we see each other. There was an explosion behind us(No doubt because of Anakin and Ahsoka). It threw me forward and I landed on top of Ventress.
The way It felt when are body's touched, it was like nothing I had ever felt before. I knew what I felt was forbidden, but by the look in Ventress's eyes, I knew she felt it too.
So I did something completely unexpected, I kissed her. I Obi Wan Kenobi was kissing my sworn enemy, Ventress.
The kiss only lasted a few seconds, but its affects were profound. Realizing I was still on top of her I stood up and pulled Asajj to her feet. I told her to go, and to try not to get into trouble. She replied with a never and ran off.
Ever since that day we've been changed. When Ventress and I are left alone to battle, we drop are sabers and run to each other. We caress and kiss each other until we have to leave to return to are different sides.
We've learned to train ourselves, so we don't give away any detail that we are together. Its hard having to fight, and hurt the one you love when other people are around. Its harder than anything I've ever faced before, but some how we do it.
We made a pact encase something happens to either of us. I promised Asajj that if she were to die in the war, I would stay strong and to stay on the light, and remember that we would be together again soon. Asajj promised that if I died she would not drown in grief and sorrow, that she would try to rise above it all and come to the light. She wants to die free of the dark side, and without hatred in her heart.
I love my Asajj more than anything, maybe even more than the force.
My name is Obi Wan Kenobi, I know what I'm doing is wrong and I could go to hell for it, but you can't help who fall in love with.